Tuesday, March 31, 2009

why bromance is true:

in regards to party i went to:

me: :| i wanted to bring you. all the other niggas were ugly
me: i bring you because i know if i hang out with cute guys, it would make me look like i have a bomb ass personality to be kickin it with such cute guys.
me: ya know?
napp: lawl
napp: i'd go with you because you're a celeb
napp: and celebs mean I'm a celeb too or at least it makes me look like one
napp: like i have some talent or some shit
napp: lawlercakes

napp's probably reading this, thinking, "he would.."

Monday, March 30, 2009

spring break 2009

there wasn't a day that i wasn't doing something. although i can't remember most of what happened, disney and gary's party topped it off.

so here's to you spring break 2009, thank you for not letting me down.

Sunday, March 29, 2009

twitter quotes

She got that ill gift of gravity, thick like the tension cut quick with formalities.

Saturday, March 28, 2009

S-NAPPS

DO YOU WANT TO PLAY SNAPPS?
**
NEVER GOING TO GET IT.
NOW DO YOU GET IT?
Y YOU NO GET IT?

laffs4daiz

Thursday, March 26, 2009

bbq day

it wasn't only the grills that were firing up today in the two bbqs i attended today. the speakers were too at the lowend theory club in LA. Dubstep is crackin there. What wasn't crackin were the random white girls dancing with no rhythm to equally as awkward chunti cholo homies in their oakland jerseys.

big sh*t poppin spring break 2009.

Oh, got my grades:
Bio200b: B
Chem: C
Phil250: C

so happy i didn't fail any of em. i really had a feeling i was going to.

DISNEYLAND ON FRIDAY!!!!!
hopefully.

p.s.
for the remainder of the lenten season, i will quit frontin.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

most certainly been

the most productive spring break so far.

today:
-sbarros with my girlfriend
-sketchy ass extortionists with septum rings, big gauges, and even more piercings
-naps in the car, wasting gas
-picked up sister
-naps at home

-woke up
-drove my ass to anaheim
-met up with jenn p
-played our sets at house of blues
~crowd does not budge there
-jammed out with jenn and her friend, joseph diaz: http://myspace.com/josephdiazmusic

what i like about jamming out:
especially when it's strictly freestyling songs over 4 generic chord progressions, improvising is so much fun. when things click, they click heavenly. when they don't, just shrug it off and try again.

joe has a powerful set of lungs. soundproof doors were not soundproof when he sang
jenn has mad runs and a tone that surpasses anything i've ever heard on the radio
tonight's artist to cover of choice was Ne-yo

not everyone can pull off Ne-yo's "sexy love." the two of them did, but i failed. :]

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

stretchmarks, among other things

i kicked it with the two biggest fronters i've ever met. the three of us combined made the unholy trinity of things that your mother only warned you about when you were younger.

we are the biggest kings and queen of lurking, fronting, and conniving sobs you would ever have the chance to meet, and, in napp and my eyes, this is the sole reason why today just seemed chill and we all clicked. from thai words to temple visits, from fronting about having fixies, to fronting about kid cudi concerts that none of us attended, it seemed that we would rule the fronting world. napp dubbed it, "Front Mod." I guess it was short for Fronting Modern, but I dont know. I could probably think of something better. of course, i'm fronting again.

RDN

quotes:
'cause she gotta front
pr pr pr pr-r!
there's you, face on the wall...oh! your jacket fell off


ugh, there's more. but napp's right, he threw so many quotable things at me, that i forgot all of em. fuck you.

Monday, March 23, 2009

So far..

This has been the most random start of spring break to date.

I ran into everybody today.

First, it was spotting Shadd's car at creekside. I do remember telling myself (i should hit him up later after church since he's in the area)

2nd was Arthur. He was a mute back in the days of Oswalt Elementary School. He just chose not to talk, and as I saw him again for the 1st time in about 8 years, i still don't know the tone of his voice. I guess he chose not to talk all of middle school and high school. He did sorta grow to become the cutie. (No Homo, unless you're james ashley, tru b, or napp)

3rd was Randolph. He was tripping out because he thought a random toyota avalon was racing him (my lola's car in which i was driving). I rolled down the window and he said...OHHH wth! wsuuuuhh. then sped away. that guy is too much of a superstar now to kick it with a lowly me.

4th was Aaron and Shadd. I was doing my thirty minutes of thinking i do each day at the yogurtland parking garage when they popped out of nowhere. Shadd was taking fixie pictures and aaron was being aaron. I knew i was gonna spend time kicking it with them today, whether or not i was gonna hit them up.

Tomorrow will be more planned out, i'm hoping.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

I've always said...

don't fuck with musicians when it comes to normal people things. i'm emphasizing on friendships and relationships. the only thing they know is how to fuck you up in the long run, and how, if they're a song writer, they would know exactly what to say to break you.

however, when it comes to musicians giving other musicians advice, they are straight forward, candid, and, most importantly of all, helpful.

here's me being a bitch, and a fellow musician helping a n*gga out.

me: i am quitting (music) soon anyway. so i'm trying to book all the shows i can before the summer ends:
jenn paglinawan: quittting!!!
omg you cant quit on music!
me: well not quitting music. just being one of those myspace personalities people only know through...well..myspace?
jenn paglinawan: well. at least you're getting your priorities straight.
me: yeah. i got nursing, and there's other factors involved.
jenn paglinawan: elaborate..?
me: ts not like i really want to explode and get all aj rafael status.
its just when people listen to people our age's music. and those people become sorta "known." these people place you as role models in their lives. YOU are their "inspiration." and i can't live with that. i'm not a perfect person, ya know? hahahah. i barely met you, and i'm venting ...buuuut w/e. thuglife :]
jenn paglinawan: but still people understand mistakes..
no matter what your out there already..
and you dont know it but your inspiring so many ppl out there.
so dont call it quits!
haha
me: gahhh you make perfect sense. i'll take it into consideration.
jen paglinawan: cool beans

lol @ cool beans
but damnit. i got this far, i guess i'll keep continuing this shit. this girl knows whats up.

Friday, March 20, 2009

All Day

She personified living art. Maybe it was the way she talked and the matching swag that backed her words up that got my attention. Or maybe it was the way she breathed the hustle and bustle of the streets, rhythmically in unison with the flashing lights of the night sky that had me wrapped around her concrete fingers. Yes, the spotlight was on her, and I was her audience. I was transfixed at her persistence at being the best, only putting on for herself and leaving those who can't keep up in the dust.

I was the Lonely Artist who needed a muse. I vaguely remember meeting her when I was younger, and we parted since then.

A decade later I find myself in her arms again.

She personified Living Art. I'm just proud to call her my Lady.

eng121 creative writing.

last minute changes to my school schedule so i can work more flexibly at my job.

visit me. glendale,ca

interchangeable parts

its alllllll good man.
don't even trip.

basketball oh my god.

Monday, March 16, 2009

emcee battles dont make friends. but shit like this, does

"there's certain people i like to surround myself with- those who are SINCERE towards others, those who are OPTIMISTIC throughout their life, those who are HUMBLE, and those who are ORIGINAL. I like to surround myself with these kinds of individuals with those particular characteristics in hopes to attain those characteristics as my own."

god. me and lloyd have to hang out more often. this guy spits only truth.

Done with Fucking Phil250 Symbolic Deductive Logic take home final

and here it is:

(* Title: FOLP/ex/Intro.thy
ID: $Id: Intro.thy,v 1.1 2008/01/27 19:08:02 wenzelm Exp $


Derives some inference rules, illustrating the use of definitions.
*)

header {* Examples for the manual ``Introduction to Isabelle'' *}

theory Intro
imports FOLP
begin

subsubsection {* Some simple backward proofs *}

lemma mythm: "?p : P|P --> P"
apply (rule impI)
apply (rule disjE)
prefer 3 apply (assumption)
prefer 2 apply (assumption)
apply assumption
done

lemma "?p : (P & Q) | R --> (P | R)"
apply (rule impI)
apply (erule disjE)
apply (drule conjunct1)
apply (rule disjI1)
apply (rule_tac [2] disjI2)
apply assumption+
done

(*Correct version, delaying use of "spec" until last*)
lemma "?p : (ALL x y. P(x,y)) --> (ALL z w. P(w,z))"
apply (rule impI)
apply (rule allI)
apply (rule allI)
apply (drule spec)
apply (drule spec)
apply assumption
done


subsubsection {* Demonstration of @{text "fast"} *}

lemma "?p : (EX y. ALL x. J(y,x) <-> ~J(x,x))
--> ~ (ALL x. EX y. ALL z. J(z,y) <-> ~ J(z,x))"
apply (tactic {* fast_tac FOLP_cs 1 *})
done


lemma "?p : ALL x. P(x,f(x)) <->
(EX y. (ALL z. P(z,y) --> P(z,f(x))) & P(x,y))"
apply (tactic {* fast_tac FOLP_cs 1 *})
done


subsubsection {* Derivation of conjunction elimination rule *}

lemma
assumes major: "p : P&Q"
and minor: "!!x y. [| x : P; y : Q |] ==> f(x, y) : R"
shows "?p : R"
apply (rule minor)
apply (rule major [THEN conjunct1])
apply (rule major [THEN conjunct2])
done


subsection {* Derived rules involving definitions *}

text {* Derivation of negation introduction *}

lemma
assumes "!!x. x : P ==> f(x) : False"
shows "?p : ~ P"
apply (unfold not_def)
apply (rule impI)
apply (rule prems)
apply assumption
done

lemma
assumes major: "p : ~P"
and minor: "q : P"
shows "?p : R"
apply (rule FalseE)
apply (rule mp)
apply (rule major [unfolded not_def])
apply (rule minor)
done

text {* Alternative proof of the result above *}
lemma
assumes major: "p : ~P"
and minor: "q : P"
shows "?p : R"
apply (rule minor [THEN major [unfolded not_def, THEN mp, THEN FalseE]])
done

end

Sunday, March 15, 2009

i feel sorry

after last night's party.

it must be really really exhausting for guys on the prowl all night. especially if they're maddd ugly.
props on the persistence though!

usually

when the mystery subsides, interest is lost. unfortunately i'm the curious type, and although i wouldn't really characterize my personality as any level of mysterious, i believe the more i learn about myself, the more.. well you get the idea

hm. the hot water must be back on.
time for a shower.
yes, i'm that ghetto.

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Friday, March 13, 2009

i have a date with

miss interpretation

i'm the master of misinterpretation. luckily, i'm getting better at reading between the lines

drinking my night awayyyyyy

ohhh pt 2

filipino girls and viet boys. yuck

no offense. actually.
eh. nvm. i take that back.

philintheblanks!

ohhh.

correction, it was 27.5 out of 25 on that last exam.

and a 47/50 on that lab practical.

oh thank heaven for eagle rock.

Monday, March 9, 2009

astrological tendencies

so an observation today:

virgos tend to leave suspiciously and unannounced from time to time when hanging out in a fairly large group of people.

example:
ichiban absence (i went to l&l instead of getting some sushi, which would've gotten me sick)
americana disappearance (the last sighting of regina smalls was at 10:12pm. her whereabouts are still unknown and police are on a lookout for a 2002 nissan xterra in the san fernando valley area of southern california)

the few odd eccentricities virgos, such as myself, exhibit, make us seem less plain and dull than we normally are. (and thank god for that)

26/25 on bio quiz. wsup? whasgood?
my day overall would more or less be that same grade.

glendale/eagle rock 4 days in a row? this must be heaven.

Sunday, March 8, 2009

wa wa wa wa wa

:]

i tried out and made it to the ucla jerKings cru

spring break will be mayhem!

chocolate high

is the fucking jam.

Saturday, March 7, 2009

iJerk

i'm so into this type of dance. i know, this song is a bit too much, but fuck. jerkin is sooooo freaking fun.

i like the steeze of most jerks too.

another good song for jerking is "i eat the p*ssy"

soooooo bomb.
i'm making a new youtube channel of my jerking videos. yes i have jerking videos

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Monday, March 2, 2009

3 am again?

there's the people that you know.
there's the people that you think you know.
and there's the people you want to know.

knowing nothing about this person, i assume he's not a lurker, so he'll never read this. but i'd like to know gregoire felipe because you only find a personality as genuine as his once in a lifetime. and even if this was all a front, even if this was all a facade, even then, you can only find an act as persuading and compelling as his once in a lifetime.

Sunday, March 1, 2009

i look up to the guy behind

Owl City

if i were to really love electropop music so much to make it perfectly, i believe I would model my music to the music produced by Owl City; his shit is ace. I just feel sorta sad for him with so much 14 year old adoring girls wanting to make love with him, 14 years their senior.

If you get into making catchy, corny, and electronic music, your cut-off age is 21. no joke.

uh..

lo siento. usted es exactamente la persona pasada que tendría quise oír de cuando desperté esta mañana y le vi haber comentado respecto a mi nota. estoy pasando a través de una corrección áspera en mi vida ahora, pero nigga,

you can only wish you were as happy as me.

cracking the code

it's those nights where you stay out until not too late (at around 2am or so) that make you wonder how much of an impact you truly make on people's lives. of course i didn't start this blog entry with the intention of writing about this in mind, but when it comes to speaking my mind and just letting it all out and flow, i think i'd take the gold medal.

in the course of my life, i can honestly say i've met a shitload of people, and you can probably guess where this is entry is going, so i won't say it.

it all boils down to the question, "am i significant?"

sighing as i type, i will need to think of a new tune to hum while i don't hesitate to be lured into a more peaceful state of consciousness.

on a lighter note, happy 20th month together francesca.