i decided

that in order to really step it up, you have to step down for a bit and accept your flaws and all the little intricacies that make you who you are.

i decided that in order to achieve self-actualization, you have to absolutely know what you want and what you need and distinguish the difference between the two.

i decided that in order to be happy, you need to be happy for others.

i decided that in order to be human, you have to live first.

i decided that. and i decided to be me for once.