omens

i'm having good ones. ever since watching ayala's show, i've been having musical epiphanies, and when i met chris brown with hannah and cb's two bodyguards near the melrose starbucks, i'm beginning to think i'm getting blessed with some good omens. no he didn't beat me.

but this crazy day was just that. crazy. it started with pick-up games of horse at the basketball courts near the new chem building on campus. class was interesting as usual. the "looking glass self": it's a really interesting concept, but i won't get into that; wiki it yourself. after class, i headed towards the USU. i usually find regina santos there waiting for lloyd from the gym, and lloyd and i do our lloyd and me routine that we normally do on mondays and wednesdays. i like this routine. i like structure in general.

hannah's the type of girl that is random. i've lurked her for several months now, and now since she's becoming a dope homie to me, there's really no point in lurking. i like to lurk people on the outskirts of our society's norms. i actually told her that, and i also warned her that once she becomes boring, i'm apt to leave. she tells me not to trip because she's never boring and will never bore me. i stayed quiet a lot of the times, analyzing her, things i would do behind a computer screen and a keyboard, but instead, she was in the passenger seat, probably also thinking. perhaps she said "she'll never be boring," because she knows herself well enough to know that, (also) perhaps, she's constantly changing in ideals, emotions, dispositions, and, among other things, personality. of course, i'm assuming, maybe it's even a front that she's telling me that "she'll bore me," but, hey, i told her i believe her. and i honestly do. being brutally honest and blunt about things shows a lot about your character, and hannah's dopeskies like that. she is not like any other virgo i've ever met.

i think it's funny how i'm writing about this and she's a follower/lurk on my blog. but whatever, thug life. i think, if anything, i will need to learn to see people as people, not as agents of expanding my own psychological knowledge.

OH YEAH.

chris brown. haha, yeah i met him. took some pictures with him. and bounced.

THE END.

actually not the end. i had a thought influx driving on the freeway for about an hour and half, and i wanted to see my girlfriend. we got some starbucks :]