i never really do accomplish or complete projects i make unless i'm wholeheartedly determined. sure, weight, is a work of progress, but short-term things don't really last unless i'm balls out about it. for example, i try write new songs with an idea in mind, but if there's no meaning behind the mess of quarter notes, basic arpeggios, harmonics, and other musical mumbo jumbo, then the song remains words on a melody. in my eyes, it was never a viable song to begin with.
the same thing applies to dealing with friends and what not. i'm always on the go, and i live, or, rather, try to live my life to the fullest. simply put, anyone that can't keep up will be left in the dust. i take no responsibility for hurt feelings and all that other bullshit, and when i think about it, how the hell do you hurt a physically intangible object? whatever.
i think the fact that i'm never at all too determined at short-lived goals is the reason why i am very knowledgeable in so many different areas of interest, but when it comes to performing or conducting an application of the concept, i am substandard at best. i know one day i'll be the best at something, even if its only among the group of people know me.
i know i'm determined at that.
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