Before going to bed..

It's depressing to think that people close to you are changing in the worst way. No, it's not changing in a sense that, the person is turning into a bad or moody person. It's changing in a sense that these people are just throwing it all away, as if they've given up trying to be happy in life.

People get stuck in ruts all the time, and they get through it; but it's only because they have the will power to persevere and conquer the obstacles that come with "life-changing" (i'm using the term very loosely, btw) occurrences such as heartbreak, loss of friends, decreased value of health, etc.

I tried getting one of my closest friends out of the rut he's still swimming in, and despite the facade and his ability to seem happy, I know he's just acting in his new fashion because he's troubled. I hope and pray that he gets out soon before he really gets hurt. And that's from a friend.

no homo